Love is the most painful thing possible when the one you love continually throws your love away.

It makes you think what is wrong with me, am i not good enough? To find out that you prefer to be with a drug dealing whore, rather than with a woman who has morals, yet is still broadminded, well it's crushing - demoralising to the very heart and soul.

Is it any wonder then, that i lose faith and confidence in myself? Any wonder i wish i had never met you? You woke my senses up completely, now i just have to find a way to forget and get you out of my life before i lose my sanity.

My heart is filled with the deepest sorrow knowing that i have no real choice but to walk away from you.